That's the sound of me screaming at myself! This week has been terrible. I thought I could make amends by being really strict and all that's happened is I have been ok during the day then completely lost it once I've been home. Two huge binges in two days and no way in hell I wont gain at weigh in tomorrow night. I don't even want to go! What happened to the positive mind set I was talking about just a few short days ago???
I'm really scared as I know this is my old pattern coming back to haunt me again. I can lose 10kg easily then just lose the plot. Was so determined NOT to do that this time but it seems almost out of my control. HELP!!!
About Me
- cynsbabe
- I'm 39 single with an 19 year old son who's flatting. Live with a flatmate and my cat, Jack. I've got a lot of weight to lose hence this blog, I've never done anything like this before so the whole blogging thing is completely new to me but figured if I go public I'm less likely to give up! I'm really a private kinda person but will give this a go as anything that can help me at this stage is worth considering. My friends would probably describe me as loyal, humourous, genuine and a bit reserved until you get to know me (well the nice ones would anyway lol).
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